Looking Ahead

Let's take a look at some activities I'll be involved in in the upcoming months:
In June, my boyfriend and I (along with other members of his family) are going to Cedar Point (if you don't know, it is an amazing amusement park)! Woo! We went last year, just the boyfriend and myself, and I was so very self-conscious of my weight because there were a lot of rides I wasn't able to ride. Mostly because I wouldn't fit in the stupid seat and there are weight limits that I looked up on the website. It is the end of May and June is obviously coming up really soon! I want to lose somewhere between 10-20lbs before our trip to Cedar Point. I'll feel better about myself, even if I still can't ride a few of the rides. I'm not looking forward to how hot it will be - I'll be sweating something fierce (which could be a good thing because I'll lose weight, but bad because heat stroke probably sucks)!


I am the Maid of Honor in my sister's wedding. That is during the first week of August. I already have my dress and it does currently fit and it doesn't look bad (meaning I don't look very blimp-like). Of course, I want to lose a good amount of weight by August (I know, it's close!) to look even better in the dress. Shake Weight is a must because my arms look bad and I've just always hated them. It'd also be nice to be able to wear a bra with it. Right now my boobs are too big to accommodate a bra under the fabric.


My boyfriend's cousin is getting married in July and I'm my boyfriends "plus one". I'm wearing my Maid of Honor dress. It is my little black dress now and I'm going to use it whenever I get the chance! It really is a cute dress.


Starting in June, I will have a babysitting job. It won't be too hard because the little girl I'm babysitting is my boyfriend's little sister. I know the girl, house, dog, and almost everything I'd need to know! She already likes me, so we're golden! I just want to have some weight off before I start because I'll need to be able to keep up with her when we play outside. She keeps asking if I want to go on her trampoline. I do, but I don't. I haven't been on a trampoline since I was in Elementary school!


I'm noticing that now that I am conscious of my weight, everything I do makes my weight become a factor for whether or not I'll be able to do it. I don't like that at all. I want to just do whatever the hell I want to do whenever I want to do it! Especially the fun stuff. I don't want to have to be conscious of my weight, I just want to be able to have fun. And I will.